The not so good? The "desertedness" began to give way to inconvenience and a kind of loneliness at times. Being that we traveled to Vieques during off-peak season - granted- many of the restaurants and shops were SHUT DOWN, and I mean, shut down. We literally had a choice of two restaurants and one food truck on the entire island! And finding local food was like trying to find a needle in a haystack. When we first arrived (Monday), it felt like the island was asleep: no music, no people, no activity. I was having a sort of tourist existential crisis/meltdown, and I felt conflicted. I knew I was being arrogant/an asshole for feeling like just because we're here, things should be poppin' off. And as a tourist, things should be lain at my feet. I shouldn't have to work to find food, etc... This was not my experience on other islands... This is supposed to be a vacation. I WANT MY FRESH COCONUT WATER AND I WANT IT NOW! My snooty New York girl butt was quickly whipped into shape, though honestly, it was hard to get over. This place existed before I came, and it is not my personal 24-hour playground.
I've learned to really enjoy my surroundings, even if it was on an empty stomach. Hell, I even kayaked, which I never thought I would do in a million years. I'm active, but that stuff is just on a whole other level. That is why Vieques kept me awestruck so many times. I wish my feelings could be wrapped up in a neat package, but they're not. I enjoyed the natural beauty, while still searching hard for my fresh coconut water.
By Thursday, things seemed to have livened up a bit. I could hear music. There were a few more tourists, and one more food option! Even after all of that self-reflection, this reality made me feel better.
Vieques is beautiful and I am still full of contradictions as I face the New York clouds. The experience has already been glazed with sugar the more removed I am from it. All I can think about is the water, the sky, the mountains, the good food we did find, the people. All are amazing, and the frustrations become so obscure. This time we chose not to stay at the typical resort. We had no desire to and I am so glad we didn't. But who knows what we may chose next time. This thought may lead to a whole bunch of clichés, life is a box of chocolates sort of thing... So I'll stop myself now because that's not the point.
Traveling: You should feel conflicted, or not. It's all up to you. But one thing should remain constant: respect.
In the end, I'll always be missing the island sun.